| Location | United Kingdom (wiltshire) |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 29/08/2008 |
| Date of Death | 29/08/2008 |
| Visitors | 2,063 since 20/01/2009 |
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I was very excited and scared when I found out I was pregnant because in my first pregnancy my son was 10 weeks early so I didnt want the same thing to happen again. I went to the doctors and was told to wait for a month to get the date of my scan. I finally got the date of my scan and was so excited when I went in and saw my baby for the first time and was told my due date was the 21st of November 2008. As the months went passed I become to feel less stressed and the doctors told me my pregnancy was going very well and I had no sign of preaclamcia. At my 5 month scan we found out we were having a little girl and were so excited about meeting her, I can remember when they were trying to take Freyas messurements she had sat at the bottom of my womb and wouldnt move for them so I was made to walk around the hospital for 30 mins to get her moving but when I went back she was still in the same place so they had to book me in a few weeks later to do them again. I went back when I was 23 weeks and she wouldnt stop moving about giving them trouble again but they did them in the end. I told them I hadnt felt Freya move much but was told that my placenta was at the front of my belly and not to worry. I was booked in for another scan for when I was 28 weeks and couldnt wait to see my baby again. I went for check ups every 2 weeks and every thing was going well. When I was 27 weeks I kept getting very bad migranes so went up to the hospital but they checked me over and everything was good so sent me away and said to come back in a few days for my scan. I went in to have my scan that was when my world fell apart, When the picture came up I could see there wasnt a heart beat and it was confirmed, I didnt really believe it, Me and My boyfriend were sent to the blue bell room which is where they tell you bad news, When all the doctors left I burst into tears this wasnt happening to me I needed to get away I felt as if I was suffocating, I was given two options stay or come back in a few days. If I had left I dont know if I would of gone back. I got out the ward ready to escape but I couldnt go and run into my sister so had to go back. Was this a nightmare? I stayed and was put on a maternity unit (what were they thinking) hearing all those babys crying. I was induced at midnight and my contractions started at three in the morning I was taken around to the delivery suite, I was in labour for 9 hours and was just hoping the doctors were wrong and my baby girl would be alive, At 12.10 lunch time my beautiful Daughter came into the world (still) she weighed 1lb 1/2oz, so perfect. Freya stayed with me all day, I didnt want her to go. The midwifes looking after me took pictures of Freya and me together. At midnight I didnt really want Freya to go but she needed to be at peace so I let them take her down stairs, I visited Freya everyday that she was at the hospital. I was asked if I wanted the hospital to arrange her funeral but said no as I wanted her to be near me. I arranged everything myself, I had Rule The World by Take That playing in the church. I carried My daughters coffin into the church and out, I also carried it to her final place of rest which is across the road from my house. I waited 6 long weeks to find out why my daughter died, I just needed some reason why? but when I went they didnt have any reasons and told me it was just one of those things. Freya is perfect in every way. I dont like people telling me everything happens for a reason what possible reason could there be?
Hello my angel Im sorry I havent wrote in a while but have been feeling scared and a little guilty, you are never far from my mind but you are now a big sister aswell your little brother Toby is now nearly 7 months old. I was very scared for the 9 months I carried him & pretty much lived up the hospital but felt guilty as I didnt want people thinking I was forgetting u, your big brother Ethan is so amazing hes now at school hes 5 already. Love you so much mummy
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merry christmas
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Free the butterflies-
I'll be there
to see them soar
upon the air.
Know my spirit
is on the wing,
feel my laughter-
hear me sing.
Forever in your dreams
always in your heart.
Fran LeMasters
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Family
hello angel, missing you loads, its your big brothers birthday next month hes going to be 4 and has asked for everything Thomas the tank. your baby cousin Ellie has started standing and walking around the furniture shes only 8 months early learner, I'm sure she will be walking before Xmas. Love you so much xxxx
~~Grieving Mother~~
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We have shared our tears and our sorrow
we have given encouragement to each other
given hope for a brighter tomorrow
we share the title of GRIEVING MOTHER ~~
Some of us lost older daughters or sons
who we watched grow over the years
some have lost their babies before their lives begun
but no matter the age, we cry the same tears ~~
We understand each others pain
the bond we share is very strong
with each other there is no need to explain
the path we walk is hard and long ~~
Our children brought us together
they didn't want us on this journey alone
they knew we needed each other
to survive the pain of them being gone ~~
So take my hand my friend
we may stumble and fall along the way
but we'll get up and try again
because together we can make it day by day ~~
We can give each other hope
we'll create a place where we belong
together we will find ways to cope
because we are angel mums
and together we are strong ~~
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SWEET DREAMS ANGEL XXX....... >,"<
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Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
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